I just need to get this out. I know I haven't written for a while. And there's so much I could say, but I only have so much time and so much battery. Actually, the battery thing is bullshit. I can plug my computer into the wall if I want to.
I have been fighting Ariel and Jameson's dad for what feels like an eternity to have them for Christmas this year. I am supposed to have them. That's what the court said. But their father refuses to let me have them.
So I want to leave. I want to go somewhere there is no Christmas. Since it isn't likely that I will get any of my three kids for the holiday, I don't want to celebrate it at all. I don't care if everyone else does. I just don't want to be there.
Thing is, that piece of shit knows I am broke. He knows that I have no money to fight him. He knows that he makes 12x what I do. AND HE STILL DOES THIS SHIT TO ME.
God, I am so over it.
Oh yeah, his bullshit also gave me stress induced shingles. Most painful shit I have been through in my life. And I have laboured three kids and broken many many bones.
Like I said, I AM SO OVER IT.
Ad Astra Per Aspera.
-K.
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