The Bleak Gets Bleaker

I wish I had good news. But I don't. As of right now, the only way I am going to get to see my big kids for Christmas is if a judge orders it. Their father refuses to follow the court order. I'm broke, and I really don't have a lot of fight left. But this is one thing I can't give up. He had them last year. He gets them next year. It isn't right for me to not have them this year. And he's got another thing coming if he thinks any court is going to take more time away from the little I have and give it to him. Um no. That's why I get them for school breaks. Because he has them for 9 months straight. Anyway, I really just want him to go away. To leave this planet and let me raise my kids without him around. I really can't stand that I have to breathe the same air. 

Ok, I think I am done venting for now. I'll be back, you can be sure of that. 

Ad Astra Per Aspera.

--K.